Sunday, August 2, 2009
Latest updates

JC life:
Finally feeling a little stressed out due to a sweet 31 rank point which wouldn't get me through promotion. Lecture Tests coming up this coming week and here i am still slacking and not bothering. Damn. Along with the pressures comes rugby and friends, and thus, fun :) Haven't been talking to many people these days. Sad, but i don't think they really care as well. Rugby team this year's really a new batch and i'm damn scared we cannot make it. Oral presentation workshop yesterday, friday, was fun. Liked the facilitation and the way Ms Joanna carried us through the learning process. Timeout for me today! No relation to JC life, besides the friends i met for a light workout.

Church life:
Feeling a difference in myself, having a lack of discipline. Was late for worship practice today, and that really made the worship leader upset. ahh. I think i need a proper sleeping habit and discipline to wake up. Life in the spirit seems to be lacking yet maturing since the big drop recently. A slow comeback i'm making and i hope things will be easy for me to cope soon. All the clashes and responsibilities to hold. Still love God, and trust in Him.

Personal life:
This is rather easy to update on. Nothing that really bothers me regarding anyone. Sometimes i hope that there'll really be someone to drive me on, but i guess it's better not to be dependant on others to live. Still....



I've been wondering if i could make it pass that stage of life. I did.. I really did..

There's a guy who pissed me off real recently, not directly, but because of things i found out. Thanks bro, if you really thought of treating me as one. Please, really, sometimes one ought to know what he/she is doing.

Aite, gonna hit the lights!

~i know i used to have this small words meant for you, but now, not anymore. this will be the last.
--Bendexter at 2:11 AM