Passionate ardor in the pursuit of Music.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009
HOORAYS
HOORAYS
HOORAYS!

PROMOS are ending in a week's time. Can't wait for it then. Just thinking, i haven't been feeling sad for a really really long time, and this is awesome shit! PTL.

just a random feeling, but Daddy i love you. Just for now i feel i'm lacking gratitude sometimes. But to some people, i'll just not show them respect because they don't deserve it. Thin your skin, get yourself humbled and change before you expect me to ever show you respect again. :)

I LOVE THE WAY I AM NOW. I LOVE EXAMS. WAHAHAHA. Cause everyday's a surprise.
Common days are boring i agree. but come tuesday next week, WE'RE GONNA HAVE BLASTING FUN!

moved to LJ btw.
ciao~

--Bendexter at 12:12 AM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Latest updates

JC life:
Finally feeling a little stressed out due to a sweet 31 rank point which wouldn't get me through promotion. Lecture Tests coming up this coming week and here i am still slacking and not bothering. Damn. Along with the pressures comes rugby and friends, and thus, fun :) Haven't been talking to many people these days. Sad, but i don't think they really care as well. Rugby team this year's really a new batch and i'm damn scared we cannot make it. Oral presentation workshop yesterday, friday, was fun. Liked the facilitation and the way Ms Joanna carried us through the learning process. Timeout for me today! No relation to JC life, besides the friends i met for a light workout.

Church life:
Feeling a difference in myself, having a lack of discipline. Was late for worship practice today, and that really made the worship leader upset. ahh. I think i need a proper sleeping habit and discipline to wake up. Life in the spirit seems to be lacking yet maturing since the big drop recently. A slow comeback i'm making and i hope things will be easy for me to cope soon. All the clashes and responsibilities to hold. Still love God, and trust in Him.

Personal life:
This is rather easy to update on. Nothing that really bothers me regarding anyone. Sometimes i hope that there'll really be someone to drive me on, but i guess it's better not to be dependant on others to live. Still....



I've been wondering if i could make it pass that stage of life. I did.. I really did..

There's a guy who pissed me off real recently, not directly, but because of things i found out. Thanks bro, if you really thought of treating me as one. Please, really, sometimes one ought to know what he/she is doing.

Aite, gonna hit the lights!

~i know i used to have this small words meant for you, but now, not anymore. this will be the last.

--Bendexter at 2:11 AM
Saturday, June 6, 2009

All the best to Dan Shazwan for your SI audition! Hope to see you make it through! :)
This may be a competition, but for you, take it as an opportunity!
Be the bomb, bro!

--Bendexter at 2:18 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
The Uninvited
Ariel & I ; SAS (shoe and shirt)
Somewhere among us..


Last Saturday went to catch "the uninvited" with Ariel, Tessa, Charmaine and Sandra. Some mental show which reminded me of my secondary teacher saying "do not end a compo with "it was all a dream." ." I was wondering why the movie ended in such a way! - An illusion due to a mental disorder.

Horrors are the thing these days. Watch it. Adrenaline rushes. And leave the cinema without extra thoughts, except for those who thinks those creatures would really appear in your mirror and under your blanket.

The night ended with some heart talk with Ariel and Sandra and there we headed home at 3 or 4am smiling goodbye to 43 bucks in all for transport :)

Dinner, movie, drinks, cab. Ownage.



~I'm glad to have made that choice.

--Bendexter at 1:47 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
SECONDARY SCH MATES

To think we could still hang out together despite the hectic JC life we have now! HAHAHA. Take care peeps. All the best and study hard!

Poor poly friends, now you people will have to start working as well...! No more holidays! Oh well, i think poly will be kind of a holiday for you guys... ciao~

--Bendexter at 2:30 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Happy Belated Birthday Daryl and your kooif fest!
Claudia and Tessa.
Helios, Yun hou!
Below lies the poor bday boy.
We don't drink, we don't smoke, i don't play with SHOE SPRAY, i'm straight edge!
Birthday boy "Straight edge".




P.S.

Bonus Brocode #66 - A brother in need of an extra helping hand is a brother indeed.



~Breathe hard baby

--Bendexter at 11:57 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
HOW THE MARCH HOLIDAYS WENT

Friday to Monday - Rugby Training Tour in Malaysia
Monday night- Annabelle's Bday Barbecue
Tuesday- Charles' East Coast BBQ and blading
Wednesday - Training in the morning, Colleen's BBQ and DJ's class chalet
Thursday- Went home to sleep in the morning, woke up and went to catch "Race to Witch Mountain" with my teammates
Friday- Gym in the afternoon with DJ, and then training in school, Jovel's party at night
Saturday- Came home to nap, and then headed for church. After church, went to meet Charles to "study" overnight at AMK macs.
Sunday- Went home for a short sleep and then out to Zouk Carpark to support Saints Cheerleading. Spend the whole day out with the group of fans at Great World City, and then headed home at night to sleep.

FRIGGIN no homework completed! :(

--Bendexter at 1:59 AM